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星期一, 8月 04, 2008

上上个星期是我的至女的一岁生日。

哇！！她很可爱，又很安静。

我真的太爱她了。哈哈！！

她有个卓号：撒旦宝宝

哈哈！！

姨姨爱你哦！

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星期六, 7月 19, 2008

哇！！！
小玲妹。。。二十三岁咯！！
真的太快了。。。我又长大了一岁。。。
哇~~哈哈~~
但是我很开心，我的死党们能帮我庆祝。。。真的太太感谢你们了
爱死你们了。。
随然， 你们只是请我吃饭但我还是很开心哦。。。
谢谢你们的礼物哦。。。
你们永远都是我的死党。。。

-------------------Welcome to the Devil Earth--------------- ; {5:14 下午}
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星期五, 5月 02, 2008

Today is 02 May 2008, Time: 1:43am; mid-night, Weather: Hot Spring
I feel horrible sad, i have no one to consult feeling now...everyone is sleeping and have their sweet dream, but i unable to sleep and get in to my own sweet dream. coz my brother i dun feel like he is close to me & my mom anymore, he is not the one i know and love brother anymore...he change until very horrible since my dad passes away from that day onwards, he listen to his friends more then family member. i still remember my dad passes the 7 day, he lent the funeral expensese SDG$7000.00 to his friends who getting married, where he never think of my dad work so hard to earn this money. Second he have a driving licence few days later he went to buy a car without tolding us, and i just started working a few days only. Now, his branch of so call good friends keep asking him out all becoz he has a car, ask him to drive and send them to an place to another place, we ask him to drive us to another grandma house he will say "NO" but later on his friends ask him go drive him to see furniture, he straight away say "OK" no need to think on it. He got car now stop paying half of the house expenses to my mom to pay bills and the house others thing, everything throw it to me to pay. This few i just when to the do a operation and now still recovering on it, i still remember in the hospital he even never come and visited me once, i in the hospital in the High Definition Wards i wish to see my brother and come care about me but he never come i called him that next day i need to discharge from the hospital can come hospital drive me home he said:"Can you go home by myself, i need to go play soccer with my friends as i promised my friends". And no more working due to the contract ended now currently resting at home. But my brother keep asking me quick find a job, he even never give us any home expenses to my mom to pay the bills now my mom keep paying the bills using her own money. i everytime see my mom unable to work and still must pay the home bills, and she need to take her jewellery go and sell away her jewellery. "I everytime scold and say my brother can you care about us rather then ur friends, some of ur friends is just treating you as a stupid and make use of you". Whenever, I say that he will quarrel with me said: "i have no right to say his friends, all his friends is good to me...dun ever i dare to say one bad words on his friends". Nowsday, he came back from work and stay home awhile, his friends ask him to go watch late movie and ask him to drive but his friends dun understand the next morning he still need to wake up very early go to work and need to drive, we call him to come back home early and get enough sleep but he will scold us dun bother him, no matter how we trying to stop him, he won't listen to us. i feel very sad that he treat us like a far away relative or not even a far away relative...i reali dunoe wad to say about him anymore i everytime cry inside my heart why i have such a heartless brother. But i keep think what my father say to me on his last breathe must take care about my brother no matter what, i reali feel very tried i can't do anything he dun even listen to me he shout at me say i very nagging dun wan to listen me, i feel very sorry to my father. What should i do?

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